reliving traumatic experience through other's similar experiences isn't a great way to numb my own triggers but every once in a while I seem to give it a good try - lying to others about the severity of my experiences isn't a great way to numb my own triggers but I seem to give it a good try - getting high every night and drunk almost every other night isn't a great way to numb my own triggers but I seem to give it a good try - flipping my life upside down and dealing with multiple changes at once isn't a great way to numb my own triggers but I seem to give it a good try - staying in bed all day watching TV and movies I don't really like isn't a great way to numb my own triggers but I seem to give it a good try - But at least I'm trying