Sometimes I feel...like God was protecting you,
from my impure soul,
my hypocrisy,
my weak faith.

Sometimes I feel...that it is not I who deserves better,
it is you..
A better woman, a better mother to your children.
One who will instill the teachings of our religion better than I ever could.

Sometimes I feel...
That it is only fair I don't get to be with you.
For good women are for good men...and I fear that, that is not what I am.