I have no one to blame
But you that plays head games,
I don’t understand why
you entered my life
just to make me cry,
you kept on mastering your skills
casting your evil spells,
you put my life in a living hell,
your heart is cold,
Yet you stand up to me very bold,
you take me down
taken my heart and tore it apart,
You lead me down a darken path
where lies are always being told,
making life colder than it already was,
the painful words of your neglect,
the abuse from you,
the pains were so real
but you always made everything a game,
from the very start,
you played the old game of false love
just to find a way to connect your hate
into my life, I prayed to get away from you
I didn’t want a life of confused,
You stress me out,
You gave me so much doubts
Into a life of debts,
I tried so hard to make my heart strong,
But you just kept me feeling even more weaker
Then I already was;
you would always ask me how I was feeling
I just put a smile on my face
And just walked away,
You were trying hard to catch my feelings
You thought I would let them just pour
Out to you like rain,
I guess I’m starting to get good at your games,
You are so disloyal;
But that is who you really are,
You never held back your way of life,
But you held back all your secrets
about how deadly you are,
I could always feel your presence
even if I couldn’t see you,
Oh, how I can feel the cuts while you are
marking up my heart;
Your first words are I love You
The next I will never let you go.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery