Looking to my back. . My memories are haunting me. . Don't know what to do. I thought to be in my world. But, i found i am out of my way. . What to do. . Where to go. . Search yourself for the truth saying my heart. . Take away all the things saying my mind. . Struggling with the deadly thoughts. . Even time is falling on me. . Waiting for my chance to strive for the success. Past is punching me future is degrading me. . Present is pleasant with me. Oh god give me power to help myself. . Oh god give me strength to withstand anything. Oh divine give me something to search my destiny. .