I permanently imprinted the image of you sleeping to torture me on a good day sweden filling out your lips and long dark lashes rippling back and forth, we have always woken up mid-dawn when everything is still soft and paisley blue, so I can't remember you in any other way than dark and lovely, the morning light always spilling over you like you were born to be in the daylight with picks of orange in your eyes just the way I like them, oak brown like fresh soil, moss and maple tree sap looking at me like i'm the only person who will ever look back.