scribbling lost jargon of love, strung out on last weekend's blow, roommate sleeps, i contemplate; wind in tunnel of the heart, feeling life, digging whatever happens to be next, no form bottle freedom, i want to feel as an occupation cold is so old, outdated is the mindset of feigned intimacy, for the sake of what? i preach catharsis to my ex lover in his mid life crisis, pointing out my hypocrisies, we're all on hands and knees we sleep on the thought of holding lovers without holding back. the Way you look at me, more importantly how i look at you Ecstasy, how your mocha eyes thaw my loveless heart, Beams, A cast i can see if i try hard enough, write hard enough - i want to be the most natural poem you've ever picked up pen to write, the most non-obligatory song you're ever to sing, yet still do - in all freedom, beauty, light; that love's call could bring.