Do you ever think to yourself "what the **** am I doing?"
I do, a lot.

Living on a rezervation where the local economy is Oil, Fast food, Politics and one Market. if willing maybe a pyramid scheme.

"what the **** am I doing?"
You think think that question a lot when you don't fit in .

What do I care?!?!

   What "do I care"?

Have you woke up in the middle of the night to look out at nothing.
Watching time go by.

Wanting so much for time to stop.
still moving, every crushing minute,
    moves so slowly with every second.