You're a mess. A beautiful mess that is. The stress you're feeling now will pay off And you will smile. Oh you will smile. You will wake up and look in the mirror and be so happy you never quit. It's hard now, but the light at the end of the tunnel is worth it. So worth it.
So do what you love and do it with the cheesiest smile. Kick, punch, run, sprawl, and smile. Just don't forget that you're doing your best. And one day, your best will be good enough.