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I am not good enough
I don't understand
i made all these plans
I try to be a happy friend
A generous friend
A kind friend
A fun friend
A thoughtful friend
A loyal friend
A loving friend
A fierce friend
I hope that we can talk together
I ask if we can have that.
You never have time.
So I wait. I try to be patient.
And then I see you give what I want to other people
and I know I have no right to you and no right to be mad
But the envy grows in my belly
like a volcano of grief and loneliness
I fight it
I hate myself for this.
I just want to know why? What am I doing wrong?
Why can't I be loved?
Why isn't anyone excited to see me?
What is wrong with me?
What is so awful about me?
Someone please tell me. I can't withstand this loneliness forever.
This is not really a poem. Just pain I need to hide somewhere
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