There is a hole in our boat, and though it be still small, I tread the water lightly around it- for every careful step i take to patch it back again only cracks it open farther.
Instead of rowing on the water we are swimming and fighting to keep afloat- still trying to save the vessel that is already underwater. Our feet can't touch the bottom, but we still look and press to feel grounded against open water.
Paddles snapped in two long ago, floating farther from where we float. All i want is to keep rowing- shore has to be close now.