i was sitting on some wood organized as a dock with my feet teasing the liquid below, watching afternoon light dance on top of windswept water. the breeze was cool and the air smelled of thaw. my eyes fed my starved soul. the not so distant tree line beyond this shallow lake glowed of gold and green, between two shades of blue. i watched some birds above fly in unfinished shapes toward a burning orb that controls, to an extent, this thing called life. as i gazed in wonder of everything before me, i saw a different ball, of another hue, moving with the current, atop the bottom blue. a balloon. kind of sad as it were. inflated, formed in its shape but afloat and not flying as its formal name implies. however, it remained afloat. but then i thought how the balloon never can decide where it wants to go. never. not even when doing what its meant to do. but then i thought how this balloon, blue between two blues, gave me all of this. even when denied of what its "meant" to do. it reminded me how simple it is to appreciate everything just as it is. as its meant to be. not to fight but stay afloat and remain between two blues.