I went to visit him...
All dry skin and breathing machine
All medicated up, and the nurses were mean.
All  cancer ridden but the floors were clean.

All love in his heart but his mind was gone
how did this end up so terribly wrong?

He passed on that next morning.

I got a call from my father mourning.

He said please, i beg you, as I'm on the run
I can't make the funeral so you'll be the one.
I am truly your grandfathers only son
and you are my heart
please go for me.

I was never very strong
I was always very weak.
and even though i had a future
it was always very bleak

So i ate a klonopin
before the funeral home
and i hoped i could keep the pain in
every one was there but i felt alone.

and then my ***** mother walked in

and I felt she might attack

So ran out the back
and i ran down the street
My dress flying up, my sneakers quite clashing
My brains boiling my head was bashing.


I stood by the road until the persession ran
By time the cars drove past me i couldn't stand

I climbed in a car
and road to the grave yard.

Time is warped and i dont remember the burrial
I remember the rose... I remember it was april
and i threw it out, of the window.
and it flew like i wished for his soul to fly

I never saw it land............