Why do they have to pretend they like you. Do they think it will make you feel better if they lie to
you. To let you believe they love you and want you, to only find out they never wanted you in the
first place. As soon as they find out you want them too they take that opportunity to use you and
take advantage of what you have to offer. Maybe I want someone to hold me. someone to tell
me they love me and really mean it. to let me know everything is ok and that I will never be on
my own. Someone to take the pain away and wipe my tears. someone who will make me forget
all my fears. Someone to believe I am beautiful just the way I am and not want to change
anything about me. Someone that I can love with everything I am and get it back in return.
Someone who won't lie to me and pretend to be something he’s not. Someone who will let me
help them chase all their demons away and take their breath away. Why can’t I have this maybe
it is not possible for me to love. Maybe I am unlovable and incapable of the compassion others
want. Maybe I’m better off on my own, being all alone so I don’t burden anyone why my hidden
scars or to let you know that you everything I need you keep me on my feet you keep me
breathing. Think of you, you can’t see me and what I think of you I wish all my dreams would
come true but I guess I got what I asked for when I met you. But then again not everything will
go my way because no one promised me that you would stay. So I will say goodbye to you, it
hurts so bad but you never knew how deeply i fell in love with you, but now it’s too late and
everything is gone. I’m falling down falling apart but you don’t seem to care as long as I let you
go I guess it’s all fair.