There are places traveled, dark places, that stain your heart forever. Yet those who've never been pass judgement on how you should be afterwards and forever. Somethings you just have to see for yourself, explanations fail with the spoken word no matter the effort made. You can't hear colors or smell them. It's the same with places far away, in the dark, long ago. There are no words adequate, or perhaps horrific is better, more accurate, in its inadequacies. I gave that up long ago in the dark by myself