He's killing himself He's drowning in truth With each inhale of a cigarette He fills his lungs with ideals The smoke gathers around him Changing the perception of reality Another pull from the wine bottle Another dose of novocaine A swig of whiskey A sip of ******* Freedom he says It's all I've ever wanted My way or the highway I love you I don't want you Another pull from the bottle Another inhale from the joint You're my everything But I walk in truth The truth is I am me And I have nothing to offer you The smoke gathers in his reality No vividness in his realm This honey colored existence This freedom This perception This alone