intimacy with the needle
is quite strange
from a sober point of view.
Considering how close I was with it
and then, Now How I dont rememeber much of it.

Just the feeling of exposure.
The feeling of closure
The needles pressure
The meths CC measure.

The dreams i had passed out on the couch
Overdosed I dont remember,
But they must have been something
for me to shoot  a gram or more a day
into my vein
at 16 years
and
80 pounds.