I need hope cause I haven’t got much else.
When lighting is less frightening
Than the thought of surviving
I try to hold on to the hope that you have,
But the illusions you use make me laugh
God is a joke spent and morally broke
His people vile betrayers of humanity

I do not fear death, but I wish I did
I wish that some sort of light gave me reason to persist
As I keep getting older the lies get stripped
Until all I am left with is truths and emptiness

Love would be nice but there no one out there for me
I search the horizon as far as I can see
Settle for worse and then have to flee
Stuck in the zone of human disease

I need hope cause a bullet holds no fear
I would take it gladly and disappear
Pointing the way to a precision **** shot

Really can you blame me for being depressed
This world is sick and we’ve made such a mess
That drugs are needed just to get by
Dealt by our doctor who helps us stay high
Caffeine and alcohol a perfect match
Just the right dose to quiet the fact
Stop all the thinking then life would be better
Put more drugs in my food and I’ll be happily deader