its stupid how we may have never met in some universes i feel like ive known you in every possible one
its also stupid how we can spend two days sending ******* memes two each
and its stupid how i have doubts about you about how you think about me

how you think about me-think about me softly, with a quiet kind of smile on your face, sigh when you think about me, think about me with your hand down your pants, think about me when you're almost asleep and you want to hold on to a fantasy of me

another stupid thing is how im scared to tell my mom about you cause she may see how into you i am
its stupid how we both dream of the same cliche love stories still kind of scared to reach out and grab the one in front of us

in front of us-sometimes i think im in front of you i think my soul my thought hell my heart is in front of you on a gold plate but youre not sure if you should reach out cause it doesn't smell quite right and should it look like this?

its stupid how your face seems like light, like a halo, like sun and like led fairy lights on my wall, it lights up everything, you may be an angel but they always said loving an angel is impossible that angels are out of reach so is it right for me to love you?
i feel stupid when i think i may be worthy of your love, i feel like if you let me i could not only love you but adore you worship you romance you
i feel stupid when i think that i may look inside you see through you and see the real you because why would you let me, out of all people, see something so beautiful?

so beautiful-i dont know if im allowed to call you beautiful, maybe i should know you better, maybe i should know you for exactly 7 and a half month before i compliment you, can i call you beautiful and not make it shallow if i dont know you that well? you seem beautiful, i can say that. you seem like the prettiest thing on earth, and because your body is just a wrapper to your soul thats so much more beautiful (i dont have any doubts i dont want to have any doubts about that) and i hope i can call you beautiful in a few months

this is stupid but loving was never smart