fire rides down my spine because I'm angry but there's this strange attraction between my being and yours that extinguishes the flame have you tried collecting rainwater in a cup before? this is what this is like- my hands hold this overflowing vessel, and no matter how much it may seem in vain to keep standing there, spilling the water, fueling this endless cycle of fullness and almost enough, I can't stop looking up at the sky that bears the gift, transfixed