To remember the thrill is to feel, to sense that is preserved in the intellect. To create the emotion is to feel, to know that you can counterfit, even if it is sincere. To live the sentiment is to feel, to relish being alive.
The ceaseless search for something unknown; The reaction of rationalization before the event; The result of intellectualization is mental mill.
Yearning for old times 'causes boredom. Anguish of past times 'causes dismay. Boredom and dismay 'causes unrest.
These are the words of a restless mind. Off and on, reports of dreams to find. No matter how messed up it is, Blessed be the unrest.