I've been scheming so many things,
figuring out how to show my love for you.
I think I found the best way,
I know what I need to do.
And yet,
I hesitate.
Not because I don't want to go through with it,
I've given it plenty of thought,
but because I'm not courageous enough.
I've stood on stages,
dancing for hundreds,
read personal poems for groups,
Done new things by myself with the worry of messing up,
yet none have left me so anxious as this.
Yet it leaves me embarrassed.
Nervous for the day to come.
I know what I must do,
but this knowledge brings worry with it.