it is February already & the rain keeps confusing me on what day of the week it is. he says over coffee, how the storms are keeping him up / making me grateful for Florida summers. i made mine too strong & am having another, reminds me how you'd laugh & dispute either ever being a problem. i am convinced i'm happiest with my heart beating like this anyway and on my way back downstairs i look down passed my knees & think if feet shook like hands i'd probably take up flying