If only you can see you're potential. Life's not detrimental. That's just your current mental. Understand that your health is at risk. Ignorance is bliss, but not with this. I want you to quit for you not for me. Be everything and anything you want to be. A doctor, a teacher, an actor, a preacher, a lawyer, a cartogropher, a musician, a photographer. Be stronger, get past it. Quit being a drug addict.