So close but yet so far
Now I wonder where you are
Gone from sight, you fade into the night
what seemed right has taken flight
With all my might, I resist and fight
chasing my demons into the night
The glowing dawn, now seems gone
must dig down deep to carry on
The path is dark the road is long
what filled my heart I guess was wrong
Its hard to swallow, torso is hollow
lump in my throat, no lifeboat
Not knowing is slowing my capacity for growing
Not loving is shoving my heart and soul into a big dark hole
My mind is unclear, clouded with fear
Abandonment and loss is the cause of my delusional mirage
Home alone, yet lost in a sea
of emotion that overwhelms me