Words, thoughts racing like shooting stars Bursting into life then flying then dying Every creeping ant, every blade of grass Wets the eyes Of those who have been touched by fire Everything... significant Profoundly... important Cosmic connections coalescing Like constellations on that first night For eight days... I lived But something, somehow Somewhere along the way Changed, White doves gave way To black dogs And that is the ascent into mania A descent into beautiful madness.