Scream so ur voices in my head cease to reveal scarred passion.... Lend me a hand to remind me of the nights I held u tight ..... Simply combine my selfishness with ur broken heart... I never imagined u hurting when I abandoned hope...... Well I guess cockiness of counterfeit feelings became a joke... My eyes burn now from the crystal tears down my cheek..... Its not because I remembet loving you .... losing u made me weak... But u didnt leave me I broke my heart..... So maybe kiss my cheek while he waits and I fall apart... Enjoy it love its what me and you could never find..... And if you became happy with someone else... I dont mind ... No more nights of cold shouldered sleep No more fantasy life or impossible promises to keep.... But when u ask me why im sitting with a smile on my face.... It will be because your happy with him and finally found your place.... Love u Nonaa ..... This is just me Realizing what I lost....