I wanted to wander off the coast of melancholy
I wanted to make another step back from the calling
But as soon as my feet try to turn away from the sea of despair
I am pulled back by my memories of you
of you and me
of us
of "what ifs"
of what we could've been
of what we should've been
It's as if the waves came rushing but instead of pushing me back to the shore, it engulfs me more
Little did I know, I lost again
I lost the only battle I prepared for
I lost you
just as how the sea easily erases our carved names in the shore
just as how the sun disappears in the horizon
just as how the wind pushed me, I felt it's coldness until it's gone
I lost you
I am lost
I am lost in you
I am lost in the sea of my weeping for our parting
and now I want my love for you take me away
Let my soul be carried by the current
until I drown and feel no pain anymore
Let me be one with you
Let me be one with the sea
wishing someday I will wake up
In the land of pure bliss
with you and us