I wish,  I dream,  I hope,
I stay ****** in my favorite dope.


I hope one day I give up all,
acting to clean up, I stall.


I tried today to stay away,
I'll do it tomorrow or another day.


more I resist, more I can taste
it has its lure, such an evil waste.

in its ecstasy, I know no shame,
you compel me! I like to blame.

rest assure, don't burn in this flame,
no ounce of it is true, I am just using your name.