I feel her breath upon my neck, my heart aches with loneliness. I long to feel her caress which I must confess is when I feel the safest and can rest. But my heart has yet to be found in the vast world. I hear the sound of my soul wanting to soar but it fears the pain of another long hard fall. I know not whether I can weather another fall. For if I fall again my spirit will rise again colder than sin. My heart will then never thaw from that icy fall.