Bugs in the mug by my bed again. Two of them, one following the other round and round the other day’s dried coffee. **** it; it’s an ashtray now. Poor we ******* begin to panic switching directions as the ash falls. Why does it feel so heavenly? I’m a god and this is my plague. I used to drown them and pour them down the sink. I’d watch them swirl helpless in the spiral. I can’t tell you why, but it always made facing the day that bit easier. No matter what weather you’d hurl at me from wherever that kingdom of yours is, I could find solace in the fact I’m man and not bug. But today I feel different. Today I see their suffering, it’s not washed away, swept under the carpet, out of sight and mind. Today they are burning in front of my eyes. I think, today, I’ll stay inside.