Poetry is my go to. Even if I'm horrible at it. Endless writing showing your emotions and the deepest darkest things you've hid inside.
My bodies numb and their is a absence in my heart.
I miss them so much, I miss him so much, I miss her so much. Everything around me is a reminder of them. The only thing I have left that's the closest to me is the darkness in the night. 1 o'clock turns to 3 o'clock and so on.
I can't seem to escape how I feel, nor can I escape to my safe haven, sleep. It's like my brain gets pleasure of putting me through so much pain. The pain is even worse at night. When your all alone and your thoughts creep up on you.