Mostly I'm just overwhelmed
With avoidance
Feeling spells
Coming at me from all sides

Blindsided

I have to be careful with
Losing myself in all this
Scared it could turn out to be
Such utter responsibility

Blind Sighted

But one thing in all this time
I have noticed that all my
Fears and Doubts come from my Past
Only knowing longing last

Blindsided

My life is turning out to be
More than I could ever need
Instead of jealousy and stress
Massive love bursts out at best

Now what comes next I can't forsee.