the feeling of being alone and feel so drain up at night no one to call your phone. it's like an anti- virus eating you up inside you alive but still trying to survive. something things move so fast around you but only you moving so slow living in a world so hot but you feel so **** cold. you take until you can't take it anymore you giving up on life and don't know what your hoping for . you wear a mask and try to be so happy but go home wonder why your so unhappy and ask God why your feeling this way you blame him for taking all your joy and happiness away. depression hurts it really do I got depression I made it and so can you