Traitorous wings droop and wilt from my body, Layers of cerulean dust shedding onto the forest floor. Oh, what a chore - And I’m so lazy and so hazy, so hazy and maybe I Am falling back down with a slowness like slow-mo. Drowning out background noise like shrieks and my energy peaked Too long ago and I Can’t hear it at all anymore.
I wish I could fly, even if the air is toxic and obnoxious, If the oxygen fills my lungs with carbon and smoke, I’ll **** it all in and, Boy, let me fly, let me try, But I just can’t feel the pressure of the heavy air Against the backdrop of my melting chitin And I can’t bother to flap or to snap out of it This is all drowsy thoughts now but it seems They’re all drowsy thoughts now.
Like, trusting in the world is a tiring thing,
Letting yourself go to the pressure of the Earth. And the gas filling my throat was sending me into throes Now I’m crumbling into the ground and sinking into the asphalt like The breath gets ****** from between my lips and I learn to breath coal dust And I learn that let go of my trust and my must and the way I want to just fall.
It’s hard to give it my all when my all is all I’ve got, When... I know I’m the one searing off my own wings, And it burns, and it hurts, Just let me fly, just let me soar, Into the sun and furthermore, Just let me burn to a crisp.
I was too close to the sun and it took Embers to save me. It took the flames reaching the tips of my Wings to send me back down to the surface of Where I needed to be and: Now my wings are ooze but I can’t burn anymore and I don’t know what’s worse.