Uncounted words on the page, attempting to mimic brilliance Predictable as playing Russian roulette with an automatic Forced sterility, impossible as drawing a straight line The wrist won’t comply, simply cannot, no reason to attempt it We fool ourselves with second hand ambition, discard our own greatness Quiet and sublime, carelessly letting our spark burn out Do you remember what it was to be a child? Nothing but used up memories with no sound Black and white like some old movie, lips moving, no voice Barefoot dreams are all that remain for me Empty promises made to one’s self, surrendered so easily Nights of Bach on the radio, hiding behind closed doors and cheap wine Days of endless monotony, dark stairs and the smell of scrubbed mildew An afternoon spent in your arms, making love under the pecan trees I almost saw your yesterdays, beautiful creature, when I met your eyes, laying there A little girl, running with a sparkler in each hand, screaming her defiance to the world Holding onto what’s left of each other, two halves, trying to make a whole