Anticipatory sensations ahead of preparations, all I wanted was to feel secure.
It didn't matter with who back then it had to be now. It's one thing I will not redo.
I'm clean, I hope you're too. It was not my intention to be mean and now I have my cure.
All I wanted was to feel secure.
I'm sorry if my learning process was a waste of time for you. Too much too soon made me a doubtful perfectionistic maniac. The cruelty, driven by delusion, never to be restored. I had to learn it first hand to get the message through, to understand.