Goo at the inside of my eyelids A sleeping pup in the corner A flutter of kisses as the light from your window Greets me in your pants and my nightgown And everyday that passes The executioner that hides Willfully and soundlessly In the deep circular insides of my Southern secretly creepy soul Clamors with an abandon I constantly battle With a sword and shield.
Lee Daniels chatters on television Carrying the same message I announced on the internet the other day And each time I expose myself I see the bare skin Pink with the ink of a needle At each increment.
Its a strange time of year Everyone whistles still longing for vacation We settle back into our hustle filled nests Each day I torture myself with something slightly new But not As you strive to teach me the things I simply just don't know But sometimes aren't the best At phrasing and approaching it.
"Grab the globe" You said And we spun it around Debating where to go With the 87,000 miles you have collected over time I long for promises of tomorrow and all the tomorrows after that Because I've seen the deepest betrayal Of leaving me in the dust Only to look back with a severe regret That hook line and sinker Tore me through by the neck And yes, I always went back for more Surely the fisherman will treat me better this time.
But with each baited catch I swam away with a fleeting form of disaster Nearly enough to save my scales But left the tear in my throat oozing red As sharks circled nearby Their fins above water Waiting for me to wear myself out.
So sometimes I long to see the finish line I wanna know this is it (Even though we both know it is) I race to disaster because its all I've ever known with men Theres fear of loathing and failure At the hum of my guts And I have all my youth Struggled to maintain happiness.
This is a long poem I'm gonna go meet you at your gym The gym I supported you going to And run with you in the wind.