I heard the sirens loud and clear shining hypnotizing sailing in fatherless sea the sirens make obstacles challenges shapeshifting fear warning me objectification through confrontation erosion of my soul spewing false accusations throwing lawyers treacherous rocks underneath the smooth shimmer of the sea surface spewing police gender static in between lotus birth interventions forcing me lavishing the beauty of an abyss where humans used to tread we will always miss her the delusions of the sirens will always invite me into its destruction demanding death is possible