I am so grateful for the way you split me open like an egg, and let me run from your fingers to settle on the cold floor. I understand, catalysis. I am both reactor and reaction, sown from furrows dug into frozen earth under a blazing sun- grateful. After so long, the echo of my name off your tongue has begun to feel like honey pouring into my ears, softening every link in my spine, warming the frozen earth- grateful.