i lied when i told you that you
did not matter. the very
moment that anyone questioned
me on you i lied. those who know
you think it was you who was
unfaithful. anyone who knows me
know what is right. i lied when i
said it was you when it was really
only he and me and we were so
devoured by the passion of the
summer night. back in the darkness
behind urchins and lovers and strict
christian women. i am sorry that i told
you that you did not matter any longer.
i may have loved you
but it was he who cared.