what i don't understand is how you can't hear my heartbeat from where you are, can't feel my laughter, can't see my love, what i don't understand is how you can't feel the way i feel about you. i don't understand how it can be overlooked by anyone, especially you, the way my heart leaps (out of my chest) my eyes shine (out of my head) my breath stops (out of my mind for you). what i don't understand is how one person can love someone so much how one person can be so oblivious to it - shouldn't there be some cosmic rule that hearts don't love alone? there's not, i know (and i would know) but there should be because the loneliness is eating me alive, the want is eating me dead, the hope is filling me to my absolute brim, and all of it all of it all of it, for you.