Tearing my hair out Ripping apart my ego Why can't I just let go? This madness always Bubbling, Boiling Beneath the surface I can't pour it out This creative energy Trapped underneath My skin Can this last forever? I need to explode The release, painful Chaotic in the most Beautiful sense of the word Tragedy is cathartic This nervous neuroticisim is not If I bargain flawlessly Can I become a new person?