I have no ******* idea why was i doing of what i did you can call it whatever in my heart i know this is darkness crawling into me I hurt my morals my values and I freed myself from pain, bitterness to an untying knot i had I let it go selfish friends meaningless acquaintances from the past, from gone memory i erased them they met only in their need used, only while they wanted to them i look like a shining star with intellect i took them as my heart, my attention with all sincerity it doesn't matter because i can't begin to notice anything
it is not enough its never enough it will never be enough
to this moment now and afterward it matters nothing as with a heavy heart i moved on