I'm sorry for not praying enough
And when I say your name in vain

I'm sorry for my sins,
Most humans have them

I just wanted you to know
I love you

And even though I don't feel happy
At least in this moment

Please know I'm grateful for what you have given

And I'm thankful for you every day

For sending him to me when I needed him most

He awoke me

And I believe that was your intention

I hope one day

I can thank you in person.