I'd hope that you'd see my perspective through all my projections, all these interjections that came from the lessons in moments I have been tested. And now it feels like I am testing the deity that moves within me. Though I am not He, He is the sum of I. Oh my, time flies through the darkest pits of my eyes. Watching the sun rise and night fall, when all befalls - the very reason I used to crawl, being held up by the only walls in the home that I would call, or the walls that I mounted up to protect my heart from the very things that would ask me to halt or at least stall. looking at them like "don't you know that I want it all?" They ask me why I want it at all, and I'm glad they asked. Recognizing my purpose through every task is what I have asked myself to master. Through disaster and through the water, the intentions that I offer will be as pure as water at the alter. And I can be even softer than that. But I can also be the one that never calls back, Depending on how you act. Depending on how you blend with my plan of attack, we can be vast or we can retract every statement ever spoken when my love was awoken, out in the open. They leave me exposed, fully clothed, stripping me of the trust I pulled from the instinct of my gut. So it is a must that I, remain in sight, to self love that I, composed tonight. It is the same love of yesterday, that never ran away, even when they, hold my hand while they turn their face.