you stab me in the back, but i dont hold it in i continue to bleed, it's okay coz wound might deal, eventhough the scar remains i keep my mouth shut, but eyes are wide open i notice everything, but i pretend that i dont i'm not stupid, but old enough for this **** i'm giving in but please beware, i warn you you're unconsciously touching my limits mirror yourself and ask "is it worth to stay?" choose to stay out, or you'll stuck in emotions stop those unneeded kindness, which are unnecessary coz your line might be barred, or you might lose the grid TRUST. you choose, coz i take pride on my scars.