everything bad happens for a reason, i think. everything good happens by chance, by luck. i never really planned a good thing that's happened in my life. they just kind of happened. that night with the cows. the night with the bottle and a back road. the day we got too ****** to move from your bed. so we discovered each other instead. i still know how many freckles you have, how many scars were from jumping off ****. you always swore you could fly. that one weekend we threw together and called it a good time. that night in the car, the rain coming down. i was buzzed, off cheap wine and young love. i said i think it's early, but i think i love you. the day at the beach when for once my family didn't fight. all unplanned, all amazing. the bad things though, i hand picked them. i couldn't of chosen better.