don't drink like you don't mean it, drink like you want it, like you want no more sorrow and a ****** is in dire need, put your lips all the way to the cusp of bitterness to the very vector of unhappiness, let your tongue loll in the shadows of your mouth, let it droop and kick back against the acid wash, but don't hold it too long, sorrow is a monster that likes to creep in at high tide, when everything is under covers and restless.
Kick that **** to the back of your throat, kick it to the bottom of your heart, the top of your soul, the end of your salvation, the tipping point of your love and the blasphemy of your hate.
Don't call out to her now, she isn't listening and you're not even close to being finished.