This sickness Of dwelling in the past Of not letting go Of refusing To accept change And embrace the wonder Of the present Is not what God intended For decay and ruin Are the fruits of this neglect And distance and isolation Follow closely Memories of what was Are not meant To be a prison But a source of joy And the sadness Of the passing Of what was good Is not meant To weigh us down There is something wrong If we idealize the past Because it was Just as full Of fear and evil As the present We’ve only chosen To let this be forgotten These selective memories Do not serve us well If we **** the present For a past that did not exist