the good stuff is the bad stuff that i taste and it burns the sour reflection that curls the lip is the same as the electrons leftover upside down flat against the water i learned to breathe in a vacuum i learned to swim in the flames i learned to rise from the ashes and i learned to never be the same - i left you behind, another story another day - you might say otherwise - you might say otherwise when i walk by cigarette nod red eyed demon i pray to a sky covered in clouds they are so close, but i can't see beyond - and after days of rain, i'm ready to go